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Another one month passed since i'd last blog yo!
So much happened. :(

If i'm not wrong,
I didn't talk about bb boy been admitted to kkh twice.
Once was becos of fever hitting 37.5, plus vomiting..
Stayed there for 2nights,
To monitor if there's anything more than just fever,
And thank god, he's well n just mild fever..
Oh yea, the doc mention drinking 100ml ebm/2hrs,
Is too much for a one month plus bb..
Thus want me to give him 60-70ml max..
Otherwise direct latch on..
I swear 2nights were like 2years, worrying about bb.
Not knowing what'd happened on the 1st night,
Moreover, those kids crying were driving me crazy..
Was staying at class C, say nice is 6 bedded.
But in between were just curtains apart.
Worse, nurses don't care when the kids cry,
They only attend them when they cry like parents died.
Seriously irresponsible la.
2nd night aunt came n stayed over for the night,
Thought that she would help out, but no,
BB only wants me, and my breast... :(

Since that time, i let bb direct latch on when we're at home.
And formula milk if we're out n before sleep once.
At first he didn't reject, but after a week or so,
He started crying very badly whenever i give him fm.
He even gave me the 'want to vomit' sound effect /cough. -.-
Don't know real or fake. Lol.
But the cries were real n sound so poor thing lo..
Thus, i stop forcing him after several tries. Failed. :(
Surrender n give him my breast, i don't even pump out now.
Save time also, since he can now suckle well enough,
Not to let my milk drip everywhere. ^^

Back to hospital.
He was admitted to kkh a&e again ard mid July..
Was breastfeeding him n felt that his forehead very hot..
So check his temperature n it was 38.08 degree..
Very worried and called hubby to come home..
Knowing that we would definitely be admitting.
Packed some of his daily needs and wait for hubby to fetch us..

Reached a&e n the nurse check his temperature again,
N it's actually as high as 38.8 degree.
I started crying very badly worrying...
The doc at a&e examine bb boy first,
I was crying so badly that the doc kept asking if i'm alright.
Lmao. I sure am not ok la! wtf..
Doc then gave bb once dose of dk what med.
Strawbery flavour n bb boy even smile after taking. haha.
Husband kept asking me to stop crying,
Despite having high fever bb boy was still very active n alert.
Make me even more heartaching.. :(
Then we did the admission etc..
This time round, husband choose class A.
Cost $1900 plus for 3days 2night lo!
I keep telling him don't want he mai listen.
Aiya! I couldn't bother so much all my mind was on bb boy.

So, 4nights spent at kkh..
Every single second spent there was a torture..
Doc did urine, blood, stool test for bb boy.
They even pricked in those needle like tubes on his hand.
All the cries he gave when he was brought to the lab,
I wasn't allowed to go into the room with them.
No words can describe how painful my heart felt.
How his cries aches me. I'm seriously sorry bb boy.
It's all my fault for not taking well of you..
Causing u to suffer all these shits..
BB boy was confirmed to be having urinal track infection.
While we were in the hospital wating for blood test result,
The nurse gave him antibiotics through hand IV..
N then we were instructed to give him oral antibiotics back home.
11days course of 3x per day n 3weeks of once everyday..
Thanks hubby for accompanying me at the hospital every night after work..
Thank you for being there to comfort me whenever i'm crying helplessly..

Today marks the 11th day of 3x per day antibiotics given..
Have to go back to kkh for a tummy scanning on the 18th aug.
And ya, bb boy having a jab on the 11th aug at polyclinic as well.
Seriously don't want bb boy to get sick anymore.. :(
Almost break down while we were in the hospital..

Ok.. back to life..
My darling boy is turning 3months old this 10th aug!
Time seriously fly! ^^
He's now babbling noises everyday, always waking up with a smile.
He smiles n giggle at you when u play with him.
Screams loudly when he gets bored. Lol.
Like to suckle on his yummy 'drumstick'
Err.. Growing fatter n taller. :D
There's quite a lot other to list out. But shall stop now.
Gonna upload photos. Miss my chubby cheeky boy right! ^^

My daily life? Same la! Take care bb boy, sleep, eat, watch tv.
Haha. Dexter is much more easier to handle now already lo!
And of cos it'll be better soon! LOVE MY DEXTER AND HIS PAPA LIM!

Good bye!

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